He's in a hole at the moment, trying to be human and failing miserably. W really went to town on me last night, 'don't like you', 'don't like your smell (WTH)' etc.
Maybe some positives, no talk about either of us moving out, just that intimacy was wrong (W said it was easier to say 'Yes'). Made me feel really big for asking!!!
The other thing she said was that I had manipulated her for the last 20 years and her A was minor compared to that (did not respond - really, really wanted to).
So, basically this morning we got up, sorted the kids out and I took the rubbish (trash) up to the top of the drive. She is busy getting ready for work and I walked past (assuming she didn't want me near her) and I get into trouble for not saying goodbye!
New tactic - friendly and no asking for sex. No cuddling up in bed and see where that takes us. Hopefully the change in tac will allow her the time to sort her own head out - she is using things that happened 20 years ago and hitting me with it.
As you can see, the roller-coaster is firmly down in a dip and I feel that nothing has changed over the last 6 months, only that she is hating me more and more every day. Seems to now be blaming me for her whole life.
