No more convo last night when H got home. That was fine since I was too tired to talk anyway. I'm sure that he and the ow got a good laugh about my primal sobbing vm message anyway.
I got the usual this morning.. trying to hold my hand, hugging, trying to kiss me passionately. Stuff I used to see as positives but now see them only for what they are - manipulation.
Something has got to change. This is truly driving me off the edge of sanity. Here's the thing - almost no one knows about this. My family has no clue. If I move out, it really will be over at that point. They will never forgive him or speak to him. I am about 80% there anyway..
