Why do these things happen X - A new beginning

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Well I have now been back for 2 weeks, haven't moved over to piecing yet because I don't think we are at that stage even with me being back.
Since that first night I am still on the sofa and have not heard a peep from her about anything. It is getting so frustrating that I have at times seriously thought about going back to my own apartment. I actually feel that I am not really here and it is a nightmare that I am having while sleeping.
I guess what really gets me is that she is the one who asked me to come back, not any prodding or pushing by me. I think at the moment it is doing nothing but hurting our son because I can tell he is really confused by me being back but sleeping out by myself, he even asks me daily why I am not sleeping in bed and why doesn't mom talk to me, how the heck do you answer questions like that to an 8 year old.
Just ranting and getting my frustrations out for the moment.