you have to put yourself in her postion....
you had affairs (multiple??) you left her...for two years...and now you change your mind...
this is not something taken lightly...yes you have "your" reasons why you did all that you did...but that doesn't discount the fact that it happend. just as it took you two years to realize how important your m and w are to you...it will take her time to accept you now... to accept that the changes you have made are real.
you feel rejected by her??? whe you feel that way...take a step back and think about how she must feel...have empathy.
