Oh, my. I'm surprised you even still *had* a cow/swan/whatever we're calling it at the moment -- nurturing animal -- after that ....
It was kind of a learning experience for me. I was part of a large social circle at the time and the guy who was clearly the male Alpha (surly style) kind of clued me in to what was being said in a sort of big brother way. I was stunned and angry but I didn't tell anybody what had "really" happened so that means I was more of a "man" than the loser who dissed me. Anyway, after that I knew for sure that if I couldn't get or hold an Alpha I was safer sexually with a grinning Wolf than a superficially sweet Beta.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
