the love and support of friends is a great gift... I feel like I am reverting to old behavior: depression, isolation, not taking care of myself, but, thanks to my new friends Lexapro and Ambien, I am seeing some progress. Baby steps, Stuart Smalley-ish, widdle tiny steps, but in the right direction (I deserve good things, goddamnit!!) . It's so great to have people that understand. Most of my friends are sympathetic enough but just don't get it.
