ha ha ha - you MUST be kidding!

[AmyC]

I wish you could throw up on HIM.

[*KS*Chick*]

I'd love to. He said he'd mail a check for double. I said "whatever works. I'm tired of this battle. You've been saying the same thing for 6 months"

God - Checks in the mail anyone???

So now I get "it's hard I need a better job. i am just trying to make it. but you don't need to hear it"

to which I wrote the following:

I'm trying to make it too. This was your choice and she's your daughter. It's not the Rockafellers on XYZ street. I'm not angry at you for leaving. Just this and for lying about her."

[AmyC]

You are angry at him for leaving though...

[*KS*Chick*]

no, not anymore. I am angry that he led me on when he was talking to her the whole time.

And I'm angry that he's taken this kind of half assed father stance with his daughter.

And angry that he KNEW he felt this way about me, and continued to sleep with me, up to a week before he was with her.

I'm more angry at myself. For believing in him. For putting my faith in someone.

[*KS*Chick*]

Amy you want me to show him Jesus.

Holy Hannah - check out the text he just sent me - the last 13 years were a waste - and I don't mean the kids.

WTF!!!!!!!!!

[fig]

Chick...

If you ever want to chuckle in a sort of vomiting way...ask me toforward on the ignorant drivel my ex (the 1st one....sigh) sent me about child support

[*KS*Chick*]

oh the night only got more interesting but I'm too tired to share it all right now - amazing.

Forward it though FiggyShoelicious - I love to be entertained

[*KS*Chick*]

Randomly opening a Joel Osteen email that I've been pretty much avoiding as of late and here's today's :

Refuse Bitterness

Today's Scripture

“Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice” (Ephesians 4:31 NIV).

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria

Bitterness is an extremely destructive force. It seeps into the depths of your heart when you choose not to forgive someone. When you harbor unforgiveness, it closes the door to God’s working in your life. The Bible even tells us that if we choose not to forgive others, God cannot even hear our prayers. Thank God that He has empowered us to forgive and release bitterness! You have the choice to get rid of bitterness so you can live in freedom! You may have been through unfair situations, but it’s not over until God says it’s over. God always has the final say, and He is a God of justice. God sees every wrong that’s ever been done to you. He sees every unfair situation. If you will stay in faith and keep your hopes up, He will make your wrongs right. He’ll bring justice into your life. Your attitude should be, “It may have been unfair. They may have done me wrong. But I refuse to get bitter. I know my time is coming.” As you choose forgiveness and keep your thoughts focused on the Word of God, you will walk in complete freedom in every area of your life!

A Prayer for Today

Heavenly Father, today I refuse bitterness. I refuse to allow the past to keep me stuck. Right now I forgive those who have hurt me. I pray blessing on them, that they would come to know Your Truth. Father, thank You for setting my heart free today. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

[FaithLOVEHope]

Yikes I am struggling with that. Bitterness is my best friend now days..so time to regroup...Have a good weekend and hang in there. Life is going to get better for all of us real soon.

[*KS*Chick*]

So today's the day. I'm not great. Blech. I want to puke and cry.

And here's a song I've been listening to lately and thought I'd share the lyrics with you.

Jon McLaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

She loves her momma's lemonade
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her
She swears there's no difference between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And all the magazines tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees makes her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's giving boys what they want
Trying to act so nonchalant
Afraid to see that she's lost her direction
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's okay

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She just needs someone to take her home