Lissie - just wanted you to know I was still checking in and watching out for your updates. As you know I am where you are in a big way - all I can say is that I go from peaks to troughs throughout every day, each night is a living nightmare, and just when I think I have got her out of my system, something reminds me of her again. But we need to be rationale even though it is really emotional - and recognise that whatever path we follow, its the one that you need to believe in, its one that may or may not work (no guarantees either way), and you will come out the other side, as a stronger better person. Just keep remembering that - the pain and the hurt will heal. Take care


Me - 39
W - 33
M - 5yrs
Bomb - 8/5 2007
Moving out - 9/8 2007