I know I'll never understand

[suzanne s]

I absolutely know how you feel wantlove! It sucks to want to be able to pick up the phone and call your Best friend when ever you want to. THat is how I still am and he has been moved out since beginning of may. I just think being here and sharing has helped, and that knowing I need to do stuff for me has helped.

He is probably doing what my h was doing and still is, trying to sever any and ALL ties and also to act as if he has done nothing wrong. It hurts but remember it iis OK to have bad days, they are unavoidable. But I still feel the good days are beginning to outnumber the bad. Hang in there. I will check back.