Oh nephartiti, what rotten stories you just told. Those kids....and then you having to keep it together for them, when you really wanted to drive around by yourself and find him. That's just awful. The pictures deleted? The dreams? Oh HUGS. I have dreams where H looks soooo hateful at me, with just pure disgust. They are awful.

I am so sorry. I just used "schmuck" in another post. I feel that too.