That scares me so much. I almost cannot stand the thought of realizing the person I was married to was a phony.
That hurts more than anything else I've gone through I think.
But, I just don't like him. He makes my skin crawl when he's around. But, memories make me sad. Because that's the person I remember and loved. Not this person.
My poor babies, Lissie. Your poor babies. I cannot stand them seeing this man as their dad and the one I chose to be that.
I know I can do this. I know I can make them honorable adults. I'm just very tired and scared and sad today.
Me-BS 38 X-WS 36 Separated 11/15/2006 Filed for D 8/1/2007 Divorce Final 12/21/2007 S13, S13 (twins), D9 Married 13 Yrs Together 20 Yrs
