I haven't posted to you in awhile, but have tried to keep up with you! I can totally relate to you post, I struggle with faith too, I am Catholic and have struggle for sometime with how or why would a god give us so much pain. Its a hard one to answer, fathom... But you are a strong, strong man, and doing a wonderful job with yourself and your kids, so put your faith in you and that!!!
((((Ian)))))
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!