Now I've done it

[nephartiti]

I still haven't called. I know I'm snooping with the bank account. It is the last thing I have held onto. I don't drive by where I think he is anymore, and the cell phone bill is off limits too. I think I was stalking him for a while there. Ooops.

I'm sure he does want to see the kids. He's probably expecting me to call or show up somewhere (that would be my usual behavior). So, he's either wondering what's going on (I hope) or he's too deep into LaLa Land to care.

I'm going to see my therapist tomorrow. Thanks for the hugs and support. I needed that.