H KNOWS he needs to cut contact completely. We've had that talk. He just hasn't done it in a way that leaves ow w/no question of his intent.

Theo, you are right.. it is killing me. I will never begin to heal until this is over.. somehow. I cry every day - most of the time alone; sometimes in front of him. I'm tired of my pain while he just goes through life happy as a clam. I want his life transparent to me or I want out.