I'm glad your rollercoaster headed back up...that's always so much nicer than the other direction.
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It is hard when I feel like my emotions are hooked to his actions.
Yep. It is hard. But you can do hard things.
This might not seem like the most pertinent thing, but a good place to start finding your own emotional peace outside of H's actions or lack thereof is to answer this question: What is GREAT about you? Go on. List as many things as you can think of here.
I hope your date goes well. I'll try to think about your dilemma and see if I can come up with anything worthwhile to share later.
