Gd...She feels I'm in a rut...he's not really pulling any weight, making an occasional effort (which I see as a plus) but we don't really go on what she would call dates....I usually go over to our old place hang out cook dinner have cocktails and you know where that leads...so her theory is he is not having to work to keep me around, i just am "his beck and call" she thinks he lacks in self respect/confidence (which I agree, no job, drinks a lot etc.) and by treating me this way, he is in some form punishing me...which in turn is making me feel not so great. I don't know like I said in a prev. post I feel stuck between a rock and hard place...if I pull back, will I loose what little and I repeat little trust he may have gained back in me, and if I don't I stay in this rut...where he continues to think it's ok to live the way we are living (he sees me when he wants and also is dating and living the typical single man bachelor lifestyle)....I don't know my dancing man...so confused here. any good suggestions??
As for Ireland...you bet your buck I will get slobberin azz drunk for the both of us....I'm going with 11 members of my family my dad's side is from over there...can't wait to see my heritage. I hope to find more of myself over there too! If that makes some type of sense! Take care of you...chat soon!! Thanks for the reply!
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"
