lwb, you need to pop billy in and have at it..the punching and kicking is a good thing sometimes. very therapeutic.
in spite of the w/o, I'm getting more and more irritated as the day goes on...totally hormonal, I can feel it. I am putting myself on a no-talk to H for 24 hours. I know if I do I'll start going off on him about stuff. not good. he said he might come by to see the kids tonight...if he does, I'm going to the gym, no ifs, ands, or buts. going to sweat it out and hopefully the few minutes I'll be around him will go quickly and the endorphin high will counteract everything else.
don't mind me. once again, I just feel like having a good rant about everything that is going on. not a productive one, not a productive bone in my body today, just good old fashioned hormonal anger and rage.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
