The other day H calls me in a rage b/c I switched the electricity to my name but "left" him w/ the remainder balance of $400. I AGAIN explained to him what the lady told me I had to do in order to put it on my name. I had to pay at least half the PAST DUE first. He was clearly so upset he was not making any sense saying he had the electric company on hold on the other line he was gonna "cut" me off put it back on his name??? I said why would u want to do that? I told him before he could do that they would make him pay the past due,but of course he never beleives me.He asked when I pay th rest?? We had agreed earlier that I would HELP him w/ the rest. Here I am not able to catch up on my own bills (no child support) AND helping him by taking over a bill.He didnt like my answer of I dont know how much I can help u with? We got off the phone and then he kept calling me back. I did not answer. I can not talk to him when he is a rage.
Yesturday he kept leaving nasty text messages and calling me names. All I said was havent you learned by now that meaness will get you nowhere? And w/ this attitude you want me tojump up for joy and help w/ the bills? I still will b/c I am not revengeful unlike you.
H came over last night for his regular visit and brought some boxes and packed up some of his books and things that have been in the extra room for the past 5 months, but left it all there. God that really hurt....why does it still hurt so much when he treats me so badly??
After he took the girls to Mickey D's and returned he was calm and in a better mood. He told the girls to go get their Pj's on and he was giving me the look- the lets get it on look!! We use to have great make up sex!!!BUT I resisted...Yeah good for me!!! That was hard.
I will be back to post more later on our very differnt freindly email from this morning!!
