I know I haven't posted everything here lately. I feel so bad for not keeping up,I just feel so lost and don't have much to add to anyone else right now , It usually helps me feel better . right now I am sooo lost- i truly don't love him anymore- i think i am too hurt. i let him come home but i hate when he is around, i just can't stand him anymore. I want out, i hate this sooo much that i feel like this
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12
