back to square -1 or -10000

[cat03]

well, talk didnt' go as planned, but for a change we both did held our tongues when we were getting to mad, and the talk didnt' turn into one of those walk-away-angry sessions. So much was said, bottom line, when he drops, well, we, drop off the letter and money to her it will be the last he'll contact her, his phone records will be open to me starting this month. He didnt' want me to see how much he'd talk to her this past few weeks because *sigh* until she gets paid and drops the letter she still thinks she is giving him space. Yes, he is not strong enough now to face her and tell her to her face that it's over. But, this will be the end on his end. He will change phone # again.

We did have an argument about the money, that I just dont' believe is for the car repair and he swears it is, tried to find the car shop to give me a receipt but couldnt (on his defence, it was taken to a place that has shop after shop of repair places, he was driven there, and he's never been able before to remember a place by going there once. So, I'm still not happy about it, but I guess I have to put some blind faith here and assume the $ we are giving her are for the repairs. He started telling me that me asking for proof when he had none was just me trying to disect and get more info about what he had down with her.

Anyways.......... can't wait 'til Friday when this mess w/her in the background is over. My H is really expecting her to make a big fuss and keeps begging me to change our phone # , if he could he'd change our address he said, because he imagens she is going to go nuts and try to get to me and tell me stuff that might hurt me. I told him the whole thing hurt me, him havign a PA was the wrost I had to deal with, her telling me stories won't make me break appart what I've been working so hard for.