Hi morgan. Quoting you in bold, as always.

i need to keep focusing on myself and filling it in myself.

Because that's all you can control here. Pretty sure you know this, but just forget.

I feel a little better.

Did it work to take your mind off of things, if only for a little while?

hey, it beats crying in the corner and eating a bowl full of cookie dough, right?

Not sure you'll convince me of the truth on that one.

well, my gut tells me its so, and whenever I've known for sure in my gut like this, I've been right.

Fair enough. So your gut is right? Then what?

I could always pretend he's going out to work in a soup kitchen instead of what I think he's really doing, right?

If your gut is right, AND the very first line I quoted is also true, then what needs to happen?

Know the serenity prayer?

Take care,


S_O_T_S
aka: Stoic_On_The_Surface

I can't quite get there cause my heart's forsaken me - KT Tunstall

Take away this ball and chain - Social Distortion

M: 10/3/04 - 5/23/07