Well my journey continues and it's good! So what is so good? Well I realized this morning as I walked back from dropping of my kids at school just how happy I am with myself right now. But the real telling sign was as I walked past a couple and smiled. I smiled in the wonder of what I saw and heard. He was dropping her off at work, they kissed and said to each other at the same time, in these wonderful tones of love, Happy 30th!
At that moment I realized I had turned a really big corner. For a long time I would get drug down by such physical affections of love in public. Early on I would get physically sick. Not now, all I see is the wonder of love and it feels really, really good to see and feel that way! I guess the hopeless romantic inside me isn't dead. LOL!
Have a great day everyone!
Oh and Dom, yep doing all those things, still battling the momentary bouts of the blues but thankfully when they come they only last a short time and it's not too often now!
Also a positive note, it seems she might be feeling the affects of so much time alone overseas. She's chatted my ear off the last couple of times she called to talk to the girls. Asking me all kinds of questions about my day and stuff. I'm responsive but a little elusive, don't ask her too much and it seems to pique her interest in talking and connecting. She's also sent a number of emails telling me about things or sending photos. I just tell her thank you when she calls. So being a bit mysterious yet friendly and definitely not prying or applying pressure.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
