yeah i remembered that. last night had a crazy dream that h was giving me all indications of coming back. we were making up, he was moving in. then we ML and afterwards he started saying the crazy I am not coming back, etc stuff again. Sigh.
Cali, I can remember when my H first dropped the bomb, I bet I didn't get a good night of rest for months. I had the worst bags and circles under my eyes. Finally, I got where I sleep like a baby.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
Thanks. You would think it has been almost 4 months. Last night was not as bad, got a decent sleep until about 5am. Of course doesn't help that I also have a 16 month old waking up all night, and no husband to help me. I lost of weight in the beginning, but unfortunately my appetite is back and now I find myself using food when I feel down again. Don't want to do that, I lost 60 pounds with about 40 more to go and don't need to go backwards.
lwb sorry about the zombee phase it sucks. i would seriously consider going to your doctor and asking for some anti-depressants, it really does help, so you can at least focus.
Cali, broken sleep is so hard. Especially these days, because once you're awake, the mind wanders. I am in the same place as you, lost a ton of weight and now turning back to food. Let's work on this together.
