God is guiding you and will complete the good work He began in you
That's exactly what my Pastor's wife used to say to me. I know the scripture, but she said it just like that.
But you know what I DON'T CARE. I'd sit right in hell for eternity if Jeff and my kids could just be okay. I know that isn't how it's supposed to be but I'd do it.
I want HIM to complete the WORK HE BEGAN IN MY HUSBAND BEFORE! He has dragged me out of the pit. WHEN IS HE GOING TO GET JEFF?
You know what? I already know the answer. When Jeff starts climbing. Actually, the way it popped in my head just now was "when Jeff starts reaching up".
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Amy, I truly wish that you could get to OK. I have followed your stich for almost 2 years and I have never seen anyone fight harder, want it more, and really bust your tail working for yourself, your H, and your family. I know that "life isn't fair" is one of the oldest catch phrases out there, but its so not fair to you. I honestly wish you the very best and hope that it can work for you.
Oh boy, Braveheart...I do appreciate your good wishes but I can't get on that "life's not fair" hobbyhorse. No, sireee. I'd ride that sucker into the ground and end up like my mother if I did. Which reminds me, my mom actually started going to a counselor about a month ago. So much for that "you can't counsel a demon" thing...Okay, okay, that was mean. I'm really rather proud of her and I resisted the urge to say "it's about damn TIME!".
Anyway, thanks. Since I apparently ain't gonna be let OFF this ride, I reckon I will see it through to the end and just pray it's not bitter. I'm slipping already, though, I can tell...I just used "ain't" and "reckon" in the same sentence .
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