thanks, lwb, I did miss your post (we must have posted at the same time).
tomorrow will be easier, its tonight that is hard. but not a bad thing, to cry, once in a while anyway.
I'm sorry for all of it, I am, I'm sad and hurt and feel rejected all over again. but I knew it...I knew even as things were happening with us that it was all smoke and no substance. I guess it doesn't take much for me to believe in the illusion. wonder if that will fade in time?
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"