Oh morgan, sorry about my previous post, I think we co-posted.

HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS

I have no words to make you feel better, but maybe its good to grieve tonight. A trip away with OW is a lot to grasp, its going to hurt. Hopefully you can feel better by tomorrow. Sigh...tomorrow...its hard to face sometimes, huh? \:\( \:\(

You're right, he doesn't see any of it. I am just so sorry.