ROOT, Yes.. I've been hitting some pretty low, lows lately. Everything seems to be pouring out in tears. Luckily, I've been able to keep my anger in check. So, in the the midst of my tears and my explanations of why I'm crying, all H can say is "that's understandable". WTH is THAT supposed to mean? Sometimes I get a hug with the "that's understandable".. sometimes, he just walks away after saying it. Like he doesn't want to deal with it/me!
We have been working well on becoming friends again although things are definately strained. He made some joke about ML tonight which I totally took offense to and then told me to "lighten up". Maybe he needs sensitivity training from Theo!
The other day H also forwarded me a joke that the ow had sent him and accidentally left her e-mail information on it! So, obviously there is still some contact going on ... Not sure how much longer I can deal with that. To me that shows that it really isn't over.
So, obviously there is still some contact going on ... Not sure how much longer I can deal with that. To me that shows that it really isn't over. 
