Mojo, I haven't read every single post in this thread this afternoon, this is my opinion: if you don't want to sleep with this guy any more, don't. You don't need any rationale from the past or present. There don't need to be any rules or principles. It doesn't need analysis. Not wanting to, for ANY reason, is a good enough reason. If you change your mind, that's okay, too.
Who officially broke up the relationship? And what was the official reason?
Sorry. You've got me going on this whole 'zoo' thing. And the number FOUR, for whatever reason... seems to work. Fine. It works. Let's not mess with it.
So.
My winged horse, in my mind... equates with your Swan.
My raccoon, in my mind... equates with your monkey.
My falcon, in my mind... equates with your lionness.
But the bunny? tap, tap, tap, tap....
That warm, soft fuzzy... fuhck.... I think it may be the Koala...
The Koala
The koala is one of the most admired marsupial mammals. Their cute cuddly appearance appeals to people of all ages. Koalas grow to about 21 to 33 inches long and are virtually tail-less. Their diet consists of a certain type of eucalyptus leaf. One of the most unusual characteristics of the koala is that it seldom drinks. The name koala is thought to mean "no drink" in several aboriginal tongues. Their limited diet encourages a sluggish digestive system. If those with this totem consume a large variety of foods digestive problems could occur. Basic food groups are recommended with an emphasis on herbs and herbal remedies.
Koalas are solitary animals. They are independent and a bit indifferent to family members. At birth a young koala is about the size of a bee. The mother will raise her young attentively until it is strong enough to be on its own. Once this happens the emotional bond between the mother and her offspring is broken. Individuals with koala medicine often require periods of isolation and an environment with little noise. Emotional expression is difficult which can make intimate relationships challenging. The koala teaches us how to be comfortable with our own company. Those with this totem make excellent priests and nuns.
The koalas eyesight is poor although their cup like ears can hear acutely. They also have a highly developed sense of smell. Koala medicine people have strong psychic and clairaudient abilities. Sound that soothes the senses and aromatherapy benefit them.
Although they appear to be passive with a nonchalant attitude, koalas are very territorial. They demand their personal space and accommodate one another accordingly. They sleep as long as 18 hours a day and are most active at night. Koala medicine people do their best work in the late evening and early morning hours.
Perched high in a tree the koalas grip is secure. As they move from limb to limb their footing is solid. When the koala appears in our life its reminding us to stand solid within ourselves and not be influenced by situations or events.
Seldom distracted and always focused, the koala is a master in the art of deep relaxation and concentration. They hold the teachings of stress free movement and can show us how to create and maintain sacred space in our lives.
I don't think I have paid one WHIT of attention to my koala.
Jesus Christ, this is all actually making sense to me...
For my 15th birthday I requested a shopping trip. I purchased high heels, a form fitting skirt and a silk blouse. The young Mick Jagger look/act-alike who was soon to be my first proto-sexual boyfriend saw me in that outfit and it was a done deal. After our first encounter, as I was dressing, he stepped up close behind me and zipped me back into my skirt. He slow-skated with me that weekend at the roller rink and thereby officially became my boyfriend according to the customs of the tribe to which we belonged.
Am I getting it? I'm thinking he saw me as the swan when he approached to zip my skirt. He was really quite the young wolf and also did things like bite my arm through the clear plastic of a windbreaker I owned because he liked the way it steamed up. Of course, he had no tendencies towards long term commitment at that age and eventually left me for she who will forever be known as "the girl with the perfectly feathered hair."
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
roller-rink....feathered hair....LOL! ahh, the good old days...
I'm thinking that poor W is also married to a koala. 'cept I have pretty good eyesite. but other than that... mis-handle a koala, and they'll pee all over you. cuddly-looking? sure. but underneath the warm, fuzzy exterior, they can be quite nasty.
No offense... yes, you are getting it... BUT. You were raising your monkey and lionness at the same time, and I think they were vying for space during your date.
I think the bunny was still in the bunny hole. And the swan who began to emerge got shoved aside as the monkey and lionness scampered out into the sun.
But. The Swan started it all. She figured out how to get all the animals out of the play pen to begin with. I think she just got mowed over in the jubillance. Or however you spell it.
No offense, y'all... don't think my fourth animal is a koala. Doesn't quite feel right... tho I am glad for those it DOES match. I like Koala's very much.
There are two dozen species of Cottontails in the United States, all with similar characteristics. Rabbits are vegetarians eating the inner bark of saplings and shrubs as well as leaves and fruit. They provide a perfect illustration of Nature's balance. Their rapid rate of reproduction is countered by the fact that almost every predatory animal eats them. Cottontail rabbits are quite timid, never venturing too far from the safety of their warrens. Rabbit teaches us through its timidity, to be gentle with ourselves in all situations.
The rabbit is often associated with fear because of the nervous energy it expends. They move suddenly and unpredictably. They hop and leap through life asking those with this totem to pay attention to their personal movement. Growth is assured if one is moving in balance with what is in their life. If they are moving to fast or to slow an imbalance occurs and growth is stifled.
Rabbits are most visible during dawn and dusk. The sun rising and setting from horizon to horizon holds an air of mystique about it. It is a time when the invisible becomes visible and nature spirits are more pronounced. Because the rabbit and the fairy realms are active during the same time of day it has a strong connection with the magic and mystery of other worlds. To enter this world all that is required is a leap of faith.
Sensitive with keen observation skills, the rabbit has strong reflexes that help them dash to safety quickly protecting themselves from danger. They can be seen, disappear and reappear in the twinkling of an eye. Fast, agile and clever they hold the teachings of spontaneous decisive movement. Always knowing which direction to go and when. When rabbit appears it is enabling you to take advantage of opportunities that may only present themselves for brief moments.
Rabbits are guides into the shadow world, where all of our personal fears lie. When the rabbit appears it is time to examine those deep reflexive fears that hold you back from growing. Do you keep dashing for the safety of your old patterns every time something new or challenging presents itself? If so the rabbit asks you to face your fears with compassion for yourself. Accept that it is part of human nature to feel fear at times, but also believe that our fears need not paralyze our growth and movement.
Okay. I asked my kids what cute, fuzzy creature they'd equate me to... after they laughed and said... 'yeah, right..." they said 'squirrel.'
The Squirrel
When you observe the squirrel in nature they are always busy. They seem to have an endless supply of energy. Seldom do you see a squirrel inactive. Focused on the task at hand, agile and quick, they are constantly preparing for the future by gathering nuts and seeds for later use. Although they are always prepared for what may come they have a tendency to forget where they store things. The forgetfulness of squirrel serves as a reminder to those with this medicine to slow down, pay attention and to stop running frantically in several directions at once.
Squirrels are sociable and communicative. They can be quite vocal both in work and play. Sometimes their continual chatter disturbs the silence, which creates an air of distraction and chaos. If you find yourself disturbed by their constant chatter the squirrel is telling you to speak clearly and effectively or to go within and be still, depending on the circumstances around your situation. Their gathering nature teaches those with this totem how to reserve energy and store things for future use. Honoring the future and readying yourself for change.
Squirrel embodies the quality of trust and is one of the few animals that will eat out of a person's hand. This symbolizes a need to let down your defenses and learn to trust more. The issue of trust can play out in all areas of a person's life from personal intimacy to trusting Great Spirit. Because the squirrel is always prepared those with this medicine must remember that they will be taken care of. Establishing trust where it is presently absent would compliment the power of this medicine.
Squirrel represents balance within the circle of gathering and giving out. If squirrel has scampered into your life pay attention to the wisdom it has to offer you. Preparedness and survival skills can be learned from this powerful totem.
