God is guiding you and will complete the good work He began in you
That's exactly what my Pastor's wife used to say to me. I know the scripture, but she said it just like that.
But you know what I DON'T CARE. I'd sit right in hell for eternity if Jeff and my kids could just be okay. I know that isn't how it's supposed to be but I'd do it.
I want HIM to complete the WORK HE BEGAN IN MY HUSBAND BEFORE! He has dragged me out of the pit. WHEN IS HE GOING TO GET JEFF?
You know what? I already know the answer. When Jeff starts climbing. Actually, the way it popped in my head just now was "when Jeff starts reaching up".
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Amy, I truly wish that you could get to OK. I have followed your stich for almost 2 years and I have never seen anyone fight harder, want it more, and really bust your tail working for yourself, your H, and your family. I know that "life isn't fair" is one of the oldest catch phrases out there, but its so not fair to you. I honestly wish you the very best and hope that it can work for you.
