I think I hated the lies more than anything. When H thought I was open to a R with him, he took advantage of my trust. It was easy to lie and manipulate the situation to his advantage. After I filed for divorce and H felt the pressure, the communication shut down between H and me. He could no longer con me into believing his lies so he turned hostile.
I definitely will not miss all the drama and chaos that is part of H's life now.
I had a good long cry today and am feeling better. This is the time when friends (both on the board and off) are so crucial. You guys helped me a lot today. Nobody can offer support like someone who's in the same boat (or been there/done that).
