I've been thinking about this a little bit before responding... I think the best I can answer is to say that I am someone thinks he is starting (hoping) • to see a light in the tunnel • to feel some of the stress start to lift • to look more into the future than just day to day • to be more relaxed.
That is about the best I can come up with for now. I guess I’m in transition. I don’t feel grumpy or angry too much, I don’t necessarily feel happy yet… does that make sense?
I just saw your last post and now you’ve got me curious where you are coming from…
and I can just BE ME... and not fret or .... hmmmm..... get confused (as your wife MAY BE in your Not Knowingness).... while you work it out.
Why am I causing you to feel this. I am completely confused about this.
But just don't pretend that you DO KNOW, when you Don't Know.... 'cuz that leaves me guessing... and not trusting... and being suspicious...