You mentioned on another thread you were going through some ups and downs. Just hang in there! I don't know if you've been reading Cat's thread but she has mentioned that the first few months can be a very difficult transition.
It does get much easier over time. Although I still stick around here to remind me to keep the PMA up and not obsess over past events. I am getting much MUCH better, but every once in awhile I'll ask questions or bring things up and it will cause a lot of srife or cause me to think a little wacky.
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
