Are you sure you are not living my life? The OW, the lies, the no payment, the o.k. for some slut to tuck your child in at night and and dont forget the DREAMS...they are driving me insane....
I don't know what to say to make you feel better, BUT i can say it sucks and I feel your pain...

Hang in there girl, we don't deserve this so there HAS to be a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow...there just has to be!!!!!!