DONNA--finding herself #16

[mkultra]

I am in this boat with you Donna. Albeit your boat is less comfortable and taking on a bit more water. But we are side by side, OK. Week by week you are ahead of me so it is like looking into a crystal ball. I think what did Donna do at week #41! Really, you are doing great. Some folks cannot even make it to work. They have nervous break downs and you are going out, teaching others, thinking about the future and writing. Your writing is amazing. That thing you wrote about a life without color was pure poetry. I think at this point we are getting a bit numb to the emotional abuse and that is dangerous. We need to see that other people can offer us more at this point. Or just be OK being alone. I still believe in DBing. But I think the book works best in the absence of abuse.