Yes this was a wake up call definetily. H is going to do what H is going to do and I can just do what I can to be the strong one for my kids. I honestly think at this point divorce for me is inevitable, but I think we will be just fine. Sometimes things happen for a reason. I know all the statistics, but there are alot of issues with my H before all this that I wont go into here. But maybe just maybe God has a better plan for us?
