For those of you like Heim and Steel that are following the continuing saga of the craptacular mess that is my marriage, here is the next installment:
Well, things are not better and perhaps a bit worse. W tells me she is "OK with divorce now." She says she was worried about loosing everything but now realized she will be OK. She even prompts me on occasion to go ahead and file, of course, I most certainly will not. I am hoping she is saying that just to alien spew.
Last night she stayed out to about 4AM. I guess having no job gives her plenty of free time. I was very disappointed in that. She also has quite a foul mouth on her still, even in front of the kids.
I still tell her that I do not think divorce is the answer and that I want to rebuild our marriage. She doubts we will ever be able to trust each other. I have no idea how to respond to that.
Best,
--Chris
Me: 40 She: 31 S: 5 D: 3 Married: 8 years (05 DEC 99) Blow-up: 02 JUN 07 Piecing (More like Ostriching): 22 FEB 08