Quote: You are the first to admit that he doesn't speak your language. Maybe he feels that you don't respond to his.
that's not his language it's mine...it's his language only when he's horny! I am the one who sits every day wanting to be touched wanting to be kissed..held etc...h doesn't need it til he needs it...I was always begging for it...begging...I was always denied...denied...rejected...cried..hurt...humiliated...etc.
If I simply want "sex" I can take care of myself...and have sex with any man out there...(let's not forget LL was asked to coffe after only being in a book store for 20 min..15 min after walking into a bar was asked to play darts...LL can get a piece whenever she wants) I don't want h to simply want me when he wants some...I want h to want me because he wants to be near ME!!! the person that I am..not because I am a looker...but because he wants to be close to me. and right now...I don't know if that is where h's advances are comming from!!
