OK... So I told her I didn't want to file. I told her I didn't feel right doing something I didn't want to do. I kind of got the impression she was happy to hear that
No But! That is great - good for you. Just stay strong & consistent. Do whatever you need to do for the next few hours to make sure that you show her your best when she gets home. Make her rethink about the person she is wanting to leave.