OK... So I told her I didn't want to file. I told her I didn't feel right doing something I didn't want to do. I kind of got the impression she was happy to hear that, but it was followed by... "You knew this was going to happen... it's what we agreed upon." I reiterated it's not what I want... I don't want to give up on us. To which she replied "And I do"... I didn't respond. The obvious was "So you're sticking me with the bill?" And I said that's not the way I mean it.. I just don't feel comfortable doing this. She stared for a minute.. finally noticed that I had shaved my Goatee (which she likes) and asks what that is about. I said "something different... for you" She knew I did it for her anyway. Then she asked what was wrong with me... I told her that I loved her and I didn't want to give up on us.
She had to go... it was time for her to go to her Atty's. She has school tonight and won't be home till 10:00, so I get to sit on pins and needles till then. At least I'll have the girls to keep me busy!!
