I hope it all works out. I wish you'd cancel your appt. with lawyer too. You know your R better than any of us.
Forgiveness is a tough one. So is bitterness, my h still has problems with forgiving himself & I'm sure enjoying his affair He also gets angry at me for leaving him in the first place. I just think I should have done it years earlier!
The Gift of Forgiveness by Charles Stanley is a quick, helpful book.
I hope you have a good day. I love to spoon too, the rest will come....
KIP( Who doesn't know all your story, but I love your posts.)
"Those who don't read, have no
advantage over those who can't"
Mark Twain