======================= releasing all the waste...much like an emotional bowel movement... ==================== LMAO, so true, I can brave it up like anyone else, but when it comes out, it comes out.
About the cell, when he changed he explain Verizon he was getting "prank calls" and needed a new #, apparently that wasn't enough, he had to specifically have asked to be not listed, at the time he didn't do that and she got his #. I tried to find a cell directory online, there in no such thing, I don't know how she did it, just 10min ago I told him so, I said "you must've called her" he said he didn't, that when he called a 2nd time to have his # blocked it must've been too late, by then she must've figured out how to get it. I'm calling V right now to figured out how it happened. The odd thing is, you can send a txt msg from an email acct to a phone. I sent one today using his old acct number and it went through! if you call his old # it tells it is disconnected, it is very strange.
No, he doesn't take any medication, he used to take Adderall last year, when we were separated, but he said it made him hyperfocus and would leave his body overtired but his mind still very much active. In some ways he said he actually felt like a "fuzz" was lifting of his brain (like tv static) and could actually think well. But he stopped taking it, he didnt' like the other effects. His new T will be looking at the results from a test he took with his T back then and at the psychologyst's treatment he received last yr to figure out what went wrong (dosage? )
Im working on having kindness now, as I see how the concecuenses are kicking him around, being strong and not say "see? you did this to us", that would never cross my lips, but you get my drift. ------------------------------- my job is my identity as well and am immersed in a job with no identity. ------------------------------- My H almost went nuts at some poing during his MLC, depression stage at his old job. It was mindless, repetitive and he never was able to move up (was looked over yet again for a promotion and that was what prompted armagedon, he moved out 3wks later) That's why he is so bewildered at the thought of loosing this job he loves.
Whapu, if you suspect you have ADHD the best book I can suggest so you can see if you have it is "Driven to Distraction" by a dr who has ADHD. ADHD people are very funny, no dull moments, impulsive. If people had car engines for brains they have a Ferrary's engine in theirs, their minds race from thought to thought and are impatient, hate surprises and change of subjects pretty fast. Don't have many friends and are not good at taking social cues (thus, the lack of friends) and say thoughtles things often, the "scanner" in their brain doesnt' stop them from saying thoughtless--and lots of times--rude comments.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
