Now I've done it

[nephartiti]

I've been in the dark for 4 days now. I'm screening my phone calls. I did send a pic of our S2 on Sat and a pic of our D yesterday via cell phone. No message attached.

Guess I'm just waiting. I'm going to take Morgan's lead and work on making my home a great place to be for myself and the kids. It's been almost 2 weeks since we moved and I'm still not done putting things away.

I'm going back to WIC again today also.

I know this is paranoa, but I'm anticipating their next move, as if they are conspiring against me. I know I haven't done anything to threaten her, but H has said in the past, after I left a message on the phone number to please call and give an explanation as to why it was all over my phone bill, that she was going to get a restraining order on me for harrassment. OK, yeah right. However, now that I showed up at the school, I'm wonderinf if she's going to say I threatened her in some way, even though I didn't even approach her. Just expecting the worst, I guess.

If they serve me, should I counter serve him? I have a restraining order sitting here for him. I just decided it would not bring us any closer to reconciling. However, if they try to make me look like crazy psycho dangerous woman, maybe I have to protect myself?

Any thoughts?