When to move back in together?

[the girl]

Ugh. I snooped out his phone records last night.

Then I look over my calendar and remember all the things he told me, now realizing they were half truths or flat out lies.

She just won't go away.

Today I feel so worthless, isolated and confused. I want to stick my head under a rock.
I snooped because I wanted to know if I can trust his word. The answer is, mostly no. He is supposed to be moving back in a few weeks.

We have talked, and all I asked is that he listen to me. That he understand how deeply he hurts me and how she is the biggest enemy of our family. He says he understands.

So, I just have to trust him again. Thats what he says. I guess if he can move all his stuff in, he can just move it back out again, right?

Once again, the feeling is like watching the Braveheart disembowelment scene---dear God, when will this end?-----only it's me getting tortured.

I guess I just have to take the pain.
The Girl