Is it real?

[lester]

fter golfing with OM (which she didn't tell me about prior) she tells me that they had kissed again and she realized that she wasn't having as strong feelings anymore and she realized what she has with me. Looking in her eyes it looks like she's starting to come around. But seriously how much should I believe her since she's asking me basically to trust her feelings. I'm really tired... is this BS as well?

I'm tired of her staying out and using me as a babysitter. I'm tired of her bragging how honest she is but failing to mention she's going out with OM and covering it with a female friend. I guess if she said that she plans on not golfing with him anymore would mean a lot more to me than she's loosing interest in him.

She does seem to be sincere this time but I don't know if she really is or just became a better liar. I'm so damn tired.

What do you all think?