What kind of converstation?

[yawmom]

Update:
I was concerned cuz I hadn't heard from H and he was calling daily, so I called. Talk about timing - H tells me that he and OW are done -- "not compatable" ...who'd a thunk?
Anyway, he was very depressed and then it was my turn. H tells me he wants a D. I was expecting it just because of what I read.

Everyone should read Men in Midlife Crisis << I could have pointed to exactly where H was at that time in the phone conversation. I now am reading You and Your Husbands Midlife Crisis. Yes, alot of religious references, but it helps.

I agreed with H about D. He called and although I was at home, H didn't know. Then called around trying to figure out where I was. He's done this before. He didnt' have anything to ask or talk about, but sure was curious. I just didn't feel like drama that day, so I returned the call the next. I dont' consider Head Games but my own sanity and peace of mind.

I'll see when we go over paperwork in 3 weeks how intent he is about D, if so then I'll continue on. I have my dark days, thank Heaven I've got God to talk to.
Is this trying to be a marytar or is he for real?

"You deserve better than me, I can't forgive myself. You didn't deserve this and you can find someone who will be better to you. I can't even take care of myself, let alone you".

I do want him back, I have forgiven him. His A didn't last long at all, although it cut to the bone. Baby steps I guess, and I'll see where they lead.