I do have it memorized. I can not help it. If I call and do not talk but just find out who it is is that really needy. It is killing me not knowing but I feel like all of the trust I have had in him is gone due to this one lie. I just want to see if this person got a new cell phone so I can continue to trust him because if not then I am not sure how I am going to get through all of this.
