LL, I was not going to respond..just read, but I have to...I know I have not got any room to hand out advice as I am not even close to your point in our r BUT...he talked..a little...he's confused...again would being apart maybe help? I really don't think he wasnt to lose you, but he just can't seem to express that...he is feeling alot of grief and guilt...he's willing to go to c. I know you have to take care of you and your needs first..only you know when enough is enough.. Hugs for you LL, Sue
