Cat, I am meadering down the thread boulevard to see how you are doing. You may have had a meltdown but you sure seemed to come out of it with incredible stamina. It seems you are like me in that you gurgle and boil from within for awhile and then explode, releasing all the waste...much like an emotional bowel movement...
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Part of me knows I must have some pity, but60% of me is glad he sees that his thrill has brought nothing but misery to all involved and hopes he really learns his lesson this time (apparently, last time when op tore him appart wasn't enough).
I can only speak for myself but there has never been one moment in my life that I wanted anyones pity. I have always wanted people to understand I have a right to feel the way I do, no matter what stupid things I have done. I really hope he learns his lesson as well...I am beginning to think I am a receipant of adhd myself...hmmm/..will have to look into that. I relate. My job is my identity as well and am immersed in a job with no identity...I overwhelm easily as well. I am really enjoying you and IMLIN's perspectives... I hope the peace prevades through the spittle of the Demons....
