He does hold me and kiss me, but the total connection doesn't seem to be there...and it just adds to the already large list of worries. I have always thought that I have forgiven him, but i think that there is alot of unresolved issues, I hope that maybe on the retro weekend we can work through some of these..
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!