wasn't going to start a new one, since nothing new happening. That was until about ten minutes ago, when the kids were telling me about their day and revealed to me that H took them to the OW's house. Honestly I am done, he thinks it is not only ok to have an EA for over a year, then tell everyone we mutually seperated, and tell all his family that I am crazy and mean and he has been miserable for years. But doesn't have the juevos to file for legal seperation or divorce. Then goes on pretty much living with this OW and they both go on like they are not doing anything wrong. He sees nothing wrong with exposing the kids to the OW this was since they are going to be together forever.
I am so ready to grab my kids, move out of state, get a full time job and take me and the kids out of his craziness. He has no idea what he is doing to them, just cuz they are acting ok now, how is this going to affect them for years to come?
My 10yo S told me the other day in the grocery store when he saw some flowers. Mom you should buy those for dad and then maybe he will come back to you.
Yet he did not leave me for the OW, he left me because of me, just me, and no other reason. Yet the kids can even see that he is choosing the OW over me. What they are not seeing just yet because I have been good at hiding it from them, and not letting H know i know, but there are many times that he chooses the OW over them too.
I am just so upset and disappointed that this is the person I spent 12 years with and thought I was going to raise four beautiful children live and happily ever after. He is just a complete jerk, as I sit here crying grieving.
